Bust Out Magazine

Summer 2007

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Full Moon Smiling

by Rick Klein


She wanted to scream. Three words chased each other incessantly, round and round, inside her head. If she’d had a cigarette she’d have smoked it.

Her internal music sounded like a bad country-western song, instead of the usual Broadway tunes. She had to call him.

She dialed.

He answered.

“The leukemia’s back,” squeezed out between sobs.

“The doctor said two weeks. Nothing more they can do.”

“I’ll be there in an hour. I love you so much.”


“I love you too,” she replied.

He sobbed and drove 80 miles an hour toward the hospital. The same drive he’d made every day for the past five months. Except today, he felt as if he’d been smacked in the belly with a baseball bat and robbed of his life with her.

He thought about their trip to Chiapas last winter, waiting for her at Estacion Central surrounded by short wiry-men, Zapatistas, wearing red, black and yellow bandannas around their necks. They boarded buses with forty-pound bags of flour slung over their shoulders. Nearby, hens cackled in their woven-wicker carry baskets.

They loved seeing the brightly colored strands of thread embroidered or woven into shirts, blouses and dresses, and recognizing the traditional patterns from the villages they visited.

He sat on his pack in the shade leaning back against a worn wooden post.

Dusty buses arrived and shed their loads, but no brown-eyed beauty towering above the crowd.

Afternoon blended into evening, the station emptied, he was worried.

He heard someone pounding on a high-pitched horn. He looked around and saw a rusty, little red dented car packed with giggling Mayan women stutter to a stop. The first one out laughed the loudest and was head and shoulders taller than her friends. Her smile flashed.

Pi was back.

She thanked each woman with smiles and hugs and introduced them to him, one by one. With each introduction she flipped through pages of her sketch book to show how she had captured the essence of three generations weaving, cooking and playing in the single room home.

After profuse good-byes and more hugs he slung her easel box and pastels over his left shoulder and wrapped his right arm around her waist.

The steel cross-arm barring entrance to the parking structure jolted Ty into the present. He reached out and depressed the big green button. He quickly found his way into the lobby of the hospital.

She ran in to his arms. As her tears flowed into his she realized their life together was almost over. She couldn’t let go of him.

They headed home.

After a few miles he said, “Let’s get married.”

“I’m dying,” she said, “How can I get married? For two hours I’ve been planning my death. Why get married?”

“I love you and I want to. I wanted to wait until after the transplant. No sense waiting now. It’s more fun to plan a wedding than a wake? Let’s call your family and friends and invite them to our wedding. You can say goodbye to all of them at once.”

“Oh Ty.”

Exhausted, she leaned back into the leather and smiled.

Eyes on the road he brushed away tears.

They watched the full moon rise and smile across the bay as they lay next to each other.

“Ty, you have to ask me…… to marry you.”

“I love you so much Pi, will you marry me?”

Silence.

More silence.

“Yes,” she whispered.

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